Time is cruel.....

I don't know how to put my feelings into words...

It is just unique to people who experience "living abroad" game. I call it a game, because it's real but unreal at the same time. You know that you experience it until the end with different aspects, but you also know that it's temporary and it will never come back. Only for once. Just once. Amazing enough.

I never thought I could meet wonderful people from very far away countries. That I could even cry on their shoulders! and never felt ashamed of the things I did. I knew they were the best memories!

I can hear them, while reading these lines : "all the crazy sh*t I did tonite, those would be the best memories"...and yes, they became the best memories!

There, I learnt something, whereever you go, people make the places worth living! I don't know what would happen if I didn't meet all of them there!

Now, I can't believe that it is one year now...I left İstanbul on this day, 1st of Feb, 2010, with millions of thoughts in my mind, hesitations, expectations, fears etc...A whole year has passed, and I didn't even realize how fast it was. Every little detail about my life in Grun, is still so clear and alive...living with me whereever I go, whatever I do.

I know, all of my friends, my sweeties, my dears agree with me (all Kraneweg and Melkweg people, and all the others) about living together in a totally new city with new people just like each other means something!

We were a a big happy family there, it was really valuable when we had dinners, went out, looked after each other when sick, played games, got drunk and did all the crazy sh*t!

Missing those days, those precious days...Don't want to remember the scenes when we were saying goodbye to everyone, tidying the rooms in tears.

Still so fresh, so warm, so alive... Wish I could go back in time and catch the beautiful melody of Erasmus again.

Missin you all, I hope life will be smile to us and help us to meet again and again, all around the world.

I hope our friendship will last forever and ever, and we never loose touch!

Love you all!

Ayça